Tuning yourself into a vibration that matches the expression of the energy of God or the feminine face of the Goddess is a beneficial thing for you now. Imagine how you can express the purest love of the creator and actively share that with others. Also the love of the creator would never allow for a self-denigration, or self-punishment, or self-sabotage. My question to you is : How do you live at the highest ability that you can express and gently encourage your growth and passion in life. What are you energetically charged up about, how do you share your gifts with others, as a loving creator. What talent have you been denying, there fore cheating others out of? What can you say to someone else to trigger the Divine spark expressing through them?